i'm so scared.
I thought I used to get nervous when showing my photography to people because I was afraid they would think I’m amateur. I just realized I get nervous when showing my photography because I take all my emotions and fears and hopes and capture them in a picture. When you’re looking at my photography (whether you can see it or not) you’re looking at an x-ray of my heart.
I want to make something of myself. I want to be able to affect thousands and/or millions of people with something that I do. Preferrably some kind of art form. I’m dying to express everything inside of me that’s locked up in a safe. When I express it I don’t want people to go “that’s nice…” I want them to look at me and say “I don’t know...
I’ve come to the conclusion that Lady Gaga is unattainably fantastically perfectly glamorously fabulous. I want to be her.